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tomorrow will be my last day of work. gosh. time has really passed damn fast. 3 months seem like yesterday and i guess i will miss that place. but i cant wait to start my slacker's life after tomorrow. So it will no longer be $800/month and i will be getting back my usual $50/week from mum. that will probably be the only thing i will start to regret after losing my job. :/

but i still cant wait to wake up late everyday and watch vcds till i go crazy. :D

through tears and joy
i will trust in you

i am really tired but i think i will just do a quick update on the perth trip before i go to sleep. i thought we were going to stay in perth but it turned out that we were going to stay at the country side. And the nearest airport from there was perth. ( i think lynnie can relate to that. :] )

sat : -reached uncle's raphael house at 1 am in the morning. IT WAS FREEZING COLD THOUGH! i think it was around 4 degrees that night. *faints
-we woke up in the morning and went horse riding. i thought it will be pretty cool to ride a horse but it was actually damn hard. And it is also not very comfortable. ( if you know what i mean)
-I DROVE A LAND ROVER AROUND THE FARM!!!!!!! i think that was one of the best highlight of the trip. Jeff, Alyvn and I hung on to the side of the car and uncle raphael brought us on 360 degrees turns and speed racing around the farm. :D

sun : - we prepared breakfast for our dads as it was father's day. :D then we went on a mini road trip to margaret river where we visited the chocolate factory and wine factory and we ended up staying at a dingy motel for the night.

mon - toured around the place and went to tour a lakeside cave. OMG OMG OMG OMG. it was simply beautiful. i got to see staglitites, staclamites and columns. Will post those pictures soon. Dad was going to kill me cuz i took about 40 pictures just on them. HAHA.
- went back to uncle raphael house where we got lost along the way. It was super freaky. You know that if you stay in the country side, there are no streetlights and their road signs are sooo freaking small. :(

tues- went up to perth to visit church friends. Perth is actually quite beautiful. we visited the swam lake and we did some shopping there. it was actually speed shopping. we only did a one hour shopping and then we had to go home for a bbq at uncle raphael's house. :D

wed- what a day to remember! woke up early to go canoeing nearby. the winds were pretty strong actually but we went on with our canoeing plans. the kids went first and i was the first one out at sea. the currents were damn strong actually and half way through it, i got stuck near the bridge. the winds were pushing my canoe under the bridge and i was hanging on to dear life. i finally fell into the sea and i was hanging on to the bridge. i actually thought that i was going to die. i knew that if i let go, i will be found on the other side of the lake and it will be even harder to swim back to shore. aaron saw that i was in trouble and he tried to help me up. A passerby came and he pulled us up onto the bridge. OKAY, i am still in shocked right now. the passerby's wife passed me some dry clothes to change into. Mum and dad came later and mum was damn worried for me. Thank God everything is fine now. God was there protecting me. :D
- mum felt bad and she bought me a roxy bag later. HAHA. did another one hour shopping at rockingham and went back for dinner.

thurs - took a 7.50 flight home and i just came home. :D i miss the weather there. it is damn hot in spore. bleh!

YOU never let me go
YOU will never leave me nor forsake me
i see why life is so beautiful now
a life with YOU holding my hands i can still remember that Dennis challenged us last year to ask God for challenges. I prayed that simple prayer and as i look back on this past 6 months, God has brought me through every single one of them. i know His plans will continue to unfold before me. He blessed me with so much this year. His grace and mercy is something i can never comprehand .. i am ever so thankful to Him.

So to future challenges ahead, i want to say BRING IT ON! i am not afraid. i want to trust because challenges will only make me stronger and i want to lead a life that is worthy of His praise.

I have been trying to rely on my own strength this past few weeks. it has been really tiring.the problem lies in me. i take things for granted and i take Him for granted. i want to surrender all the keys back to Him.Things that i hold so dearly, pls let me see that they are not important at all. Let me to learn to rely on YOU and trust that things work out for a reason.

i striked off the last paragraph. a brand new start. a brand new beginning. i am coming back to the heart of worship. Your promises will hold for me. i am learning to trust all over again. Church was refreshing yesterday. It was yet another wake up call. My life is not under the SELF but under YOU. Back to the source. Pick me up and change me to who You want me to be. :]



it is tiring living in your own world. :/

fri : met upp with prissie for dinner at swensens. it was great catching up with her and if you are reading this, thanks for the treat. :D Though time has changes alot of things between us, i know you will always be watching out for me. it is really reassuring and i thank God for you. :) i will always be here for you too.

sat : watched mr and mrs smith with lynnie. it was a pretty okay show. Just let me say that the eyecandies were much more exciting than the story plot. Met pris at puma to buy puma's clothes. We could get 40 % off so we all got something in the end. lynn and i went to queue for the concert and everything was okay until the policemen chased us out of our queuing position. Apparently, we couldnt queue outside the barricades and we wasted 3 hours queuing. we got a spot at one of the railing and we sat on it waiting for the concert to start. Then the &#$%*&# policeman said we could not sit on the railing. So we had to tiptoe in the end ; hoping that we will be able to see the screen. it was really quite bad but at least i managed to see my hus and lynn got to see hers. HAHAHAHAHA. lynn was on cloud nine yesterday. For those who knows junyang, she managed to get his autograph and they took pictures together. yeahyeahyeah. He is on project superstar too. i hope he wins because he is really damn good.

oh yah, mei!!!!! TINO WAS THERE TOO!!!!! He was on stage playing the guitar for the djs. HAHAHA. oops. :D

something to think about...



every ending means a new beginning.

/ you can fly so high
keep your gaze upon the sky
i will be praying every step along the way
even though it breaks my heart to know
we will be so far apart.
i love you too much to make you stay
baby, fly away.

no more waiting. i am letting you go.

/ teach me to see things from YOUR point of view.
let me trust that everything happens in
YOUR own perfect timing.

(: